I have changed. In more ways than one. Much more than ever before. I welcome it. I embrace it. I empower it. But what many would not expect is that deep inside, there is hatred for it. As well as fear of it. Why? I constantly question myself if I have changed for the right … Continue reading Changed



We all have a different reaction to pain. Some of us react externally, such as jump in shock, scream, cry, or become enraged. Some of us react, but rather internally than externally. Such as concealing the pain deep within the mind, making it appear as though they feel nothing on the outside but truly suffer … Continue reading Stoicism

Rekindled Flame

It has been quite a long time hasn't it? Seven years. A lot has happened in between that time-line I can tell you that. A lot of changes, growth, tragedies, pain. Yet, we meet again as if we returned to the past before it all began. Look at you all grown up. Entering adulthood just … Continue reading Rekindled Flame

Memory Lane

A voice in my head speaks as I walk the streets: "You miss her don't you Steph?" I mean, I'd be lying if I said I didn't in all honesty. She probably knows that. But I wouldn't tell her. She'd have to read this herself to find out. Well, its not like I wouldn't want … Continue reading Memory Lane

Secret Admiration

Maybe I'm the old-fashion shy.  The one that crushes from a distance & sends subliminal messages about who my eyes have set sights on. Such as leaving a heartfelt comment or message but never making an indication that I want to be more to them. That, or making myself completely anonymous when I send the … Continue reading Secret Admiration


"Why did you do it?" "Do what?" "Why did you hurt her?" "What are you talking about?" "You are far from delusional on this matter. You know what this is about." "I...I never intended to hurt her. To hurt anyone..." "Are you sure about that?" "I am not an evil person. I would never deliberately … Continue reading Trauma

Official Blog Page

Another new beginning it is!   To all my followers & supporters, & those reading, I am pleased to announce the introduction of my official blog page! I am alone on this project, so please don't mind the lack of decorations & fancy layouts. This is where I make my entrance into the world. This … Continue reading Official Blog Page